Although I didn't take well-wishers up on the offers of slices of cakes, the slices of oranges proffered at the roadside were much needed and I was impressed with my ability to grab one while still running. For yes, I ran the whole way. I was slow but there was no stopping - not for the toilet; not to check the blisters I could feel forming; not for the pins and needles in my arms that wouldn't go away even when I shook them in the air and not for a walking break that would up my overall pace. I'd set out with one goal: to run the whole way without stopping; because sometimes development is slow but it never stops.
After 13.1 miles it seemed insane there was another 13.1 to go but I told myself I'd gone further before. At Tower Bridge the screaming VSO supporters gave me a surge of energy. After 20 miles it became a countdown and every person who managed to spot the name and say 'Go Misbah' gave me a bit of extra glucose and I told myself surely I could manage another 6.2 miles. After 23 miles I thought it was time to up the pace and I pounded past people. The last 3.2 miles were nothing but sheer determination. Gone was the energy for smiles and high fiving children in the crowd. The headphones came down for the last stretch as no song would have done it, power song or not. When I turned the corner at Buckingham Palace I went in for a sprint. As I got across the finish line I collapsed, as a switch in my brain just turned my legs "off". I tried to get up but had to stretched across to the First Aid tent were I made a spectacle of myself with all the screaming, tears, biting ice packs and almost throwing up. Everything was checked and everything was fine. I was made to drink and eat and was walking fairly soon, with the help of a good friend since everything just looked and felt 'odd'. It turns out, when I spoke to my trainer, that I wasn't *meant* to sprint to the finish. Opps. Well I'm still glad I did, it means I finished in style... right?! Just would have liked to have received my finishers medal on the platform for a nice photo rather than in the First Aid tent!
The muscles soreness has virtually all gone within the week. The appetite is still a bit messed up. The blisters (which got some of my pupils screaming) are healing quickly. However I am hoping this Marathon will have a lasting change on me. I know there is an easy way it could have a lasting change on others - through your generous donations to VSO. So please keep them coming...